detail in an import shop, canon rebel xti, april 2009

the tears are flowing today, which is typically a good sign for me that my heart is open and i am on the right path. i'm grateful for the release. and for sunglasses.

it's been quite a week. major decision making and metaphorical sky diving.  road tripping and a broken hybrid in the desert. tow-trucks, fireworks, fears, and revelations. the kindness of complete strangers. the embrace of beloved friends. thunder and lightning storms, total overwhelm and maybe a little too much pinot. sweet love and pure silliness with my partner and my children. 

i'm doing my best to reconcile each moment with expectation and anticipation. focusing on the  exhales and the center point amidst such crazy extremes. looking up. looking ahead. making lists and task-mastering. and believing that what is coming for me is exactly what is supposed to be. continuing to say yes to the doorways and then getting out of the way so that my most incredible, authentic, blessed life may continue to unfold. 

oh my god. i'm going to india!